So I was dress shopping today, and I got a text from him but I didn’t read it yet.

But it said sorry for replying late, because I sent him two pictures of what dress I should get for Ring Dance like 3 hours earlier.

But he called me just to say sorry and asked if I read the text but I didn’t cause I was about to leave the mall. 

Ha so yeah~ Man I thought he was about to say he couldn’t go xD 

But yeah he’s probaly asleep again…..He needs to get better soon :3

But I think I will going to bed soon so early goodnight ^__^

And when I said “Ew my hair looks so bad or I look bad tonight.”

Ahh the way you said “Just like a girl.” And then you said you do the same thing.

You know you have a way to stay stuck in my mind and think for awhile. 

Why do I keep thinking about this…. I need some sleep but I’m still distracted and can still hear the way you said things.

I don’t even know how to describe how I feel about you. I just like you a lot okay, and I think you’re starting to feel the same way. But the more people say we look alike the more I think that you won’t like me. But tonight was something else really. I mean every time I see you, you’re always wearing the scarf I gave you. And not only that but you text me first just to talk you know and I feel comfortable talking with you too. Even if we’re just starting to get to know each other. And I like how you text me way late but it’s all good cause I know you’re a bad texter. But at least you reply back to me even if it’s the next day and you always say sorry too. You always give the best hugs, the long kind. And the more I think about the small things you do, the more I start falling for you. Not love, because the Lord is guarding my heart. But you’re someone I feel like I can tell almost anything too. Am I trusting you way too early? I don’t want to make the same mistake twice. But it’s just after tonight you really changed my mind about how you feel. Even if it was something completely small it still made me think. Tonight you told me what was bugging you when I asked you to Ring Dance. You said it was because other girls asked you too. But I wonder why you didn’t want to tell me sooner I don’t mind, because I can see why girls would want to go with you. But then when I said, “You don’t have to go if you don’t want to.” Everything just picked up from there. I mean the way you looked away and said “But I want too.” You don’t know how much that means man. Like I don’t mean to sound conceited but I know I’m not that ugly, but I mean any other guy I would’ve asked wouldn’t have showed me how much you want to go with me. Me, an unexperienced, unfeminine, short, eye-bagged girl. It just makes me wonder you know. But I’m happy even if you don’t like me I’m happy, because I know that you care just a little. But I’m not going to get my hopes up. I want to see where we can go friendship level wise and if it’s meant to be I’m sure God will make it happen. 

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